|A Remus/Sirius story I can't seem to find. Please help!
||[Mar. 23rd, 2016|04:16 am]
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Hello! I've been trying to find a story I remember reading a few years back, but I haven't had much luck. I'm beginning to think it was deleted, but I still have hope!|
I don't think it was higher than a T rating, I don't think they ever did anything more than kiss.
It's a multi chapter story, but no more than say 20? Definitely not more than 50,000-70,000 words I don't think.
The more I think about it I'm fairly positive it's on FFN.net, I just can't see it in my mind as being on LJ or something else.
I read it several years ago, maybe 2011-2012 or earlier? But I have no idea when it was published.
Man that wasn't helpful at all was it? I believe that's all accurate, but there could be slight variances so take that with a grain of salt.
As for the story itself I'm much more confident of the general outline.
Remus has a massive crush on Sirius, and he's having a hard time dealing with it and hiding it from Sirius. Sirius tells him he has a secret to show him.
It ends up being a secret magically expanded trunk in the forbidden forest. When opened, it has a ladder down into a cozy little room. I don't believe he ever told James or anyone else about it, and I think the first time he showed it to Remus it was during Christmas holidays. I believe Sirius brought some sort of drink (could have been butterbeer or firewhiskey) and Remus thinks to himself that the room is getting really hot and ends up kissing Sirius.
Afterwards Sirius freaks out and they spend the rest of Christmas holidays avoiding each other.
I don't remember if it's the same fic or if I'm merging two together in my head, but I think Sirius ends up feeling bad about how he reacted, and even though he claims to not be gay, he decides to try it for Remus' sake. (Could be a different fic)
That's all I can remember unfortunately. If worst comes to worst I guess I could always just search through FFN.net for the next two years straight, looking through every single Sirius/Remus fic ever posted. My only fear is that it's been removed for some reason and I would never know.
If this rings a bell for anyone and you have any clues I would be incredibly grateful!